..sleeping beauty..

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1. I am an INFP with preference strength 56, 25, 50, and 22, respectively. [link]

2. I haven't cried since March 25. Or rather, I haven't been able to cry. I want to all the time.

3. I should probably stop depriving myself of sleep. But I don't want to. I've got better things to do than sleep. I can do that anytime.

4. I'm truly and honestly happier now than I've ever been in my entire life. It's just a shame that that happiness is only coming off as depression right now.

5. Two and a half thousand miles. I've never felt so simultaneously completed and torn assunder. Fate is agonizingly bittersweet.

6. The only way anyone could ever really know me is through writing. I can't let myself out through speech. I have to be able to think things out, take my time, look things over. With talking, it seems you're expected to say things right then and there. And once it's out, it can't be taken back. I can't deal with that very well. So I have to write things out for the real me to show.

7. Please..

8. Come home..